Ch ch ch changes

This training is bound to have some effect on my head and my body, I think for the positive. I'm able to slip into a few items of clothing that were too snug before. I'm less likely to skip a workout and don't bargain with myself any more, like, should I swim today? I know that I have to, so I "just do it". I'm finding that I have reserves of stamina that I didn't know I had. I am even watching it when consuming wine or beer- limiting to just one so that I can swim the next day. And my goal is to feel triumphant that I can finish this swim May 28 feeling not too exhausted. And then I will prove to myself and the world that 50 (which happens in Oct. 06) is not all that bad.